Today is the 14th July 2016. 

I feel bitterness within. 

I've got to know another father and son going for liver transplant tomorrow. And that hit me hard the day things happened. 

Everyone kept on saying stay strong... Stay strong... But how long must I stay strong for? 

I'm waiting for the day somebody... Or anybody, who would come and tell me straight in the eyes, 'it's okay, it's all gonna be okay from now on'. 

Everytime I think about it... I just wanna fall to me knees and cry. 

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